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i am gettin a keyboard !
i am learning piano and it is sooo much fun !
i want to express my feelings with a piano, that would be sooo great.
i wanted to learn piano since i was 13 something and now i start to fulfill all my wishes like learning japanese and piano.
i dont have much time anymore.
from monday to friday i am at work, at saturday i am learning japanese and piano and doing my other job.
and on sunday i am doing fitness.
so there is no real time for a boyfriend or smthg. like this.
but i love it !
it feels great to do all these different things !
i dont want to grow old without learning something.
when i am an old lady i can proudly say that i reached so much goals.
i dont know if i want to speak japanese when i am 30, but i CAN i i want to.
i dont know if i think its cool to express my feeling through a piano when i am 40. but when i still think it is, then i CAN do it.

i know that verymuch people dont understand me and think that i really cant be a 17 year old girl because i act like a old lady or something. but thats just the way i feel.